Minor Set Back

Oh man, It seems like every time I get going on something or some new plan to progress into, it gets interrupted. The whole "get Dax to sleep in his own bed" plan has been postponed, not only because now he has caught a terrible cold and I have to baby him hardcore when he is sick and cuddle him and love him and well...you get the point. Also, the Bed Bug Bumper pad things we ordered didn't come in yet so, I don't feel safe putting him in that bed anyways! lol. Well, honestly, its not me that really minds so much, the co sleeping thing is easier for me anyway. Its the hubby that has become banished to the futon! Sad, but true.

So not only is the baby sick and the bumper pads haven't arrived but, also we have been trying to look and buy a new house AND we have just put an offer on a really SWEET place out East...*FINGERS CROSSED*. Please GOD, get me out of this Iran-Owned Apt Building...Our Landlord, I think secretly hates us because we made them fix up our place or we were going to the rentalsmen to do it for them. That means we pay rent to them, not our landlord if they don't agree to fix things. Ha ha. SOOOO glad we don't have to deal with all that garbage soon. Daxon will have a yard to play in with dog and we wont have to be so "UNSETTLED" feeling. This is a bit off track. Back to the bed issue.

So, I don't know whether i should just put the whole, wean the baby, getting him to sleep in his bed, getting him to sleep through the night plans on hold until we move because moving will more than likely disrupt all these efforts and set me back to where i will have to start alllllll over again. I only want to do this once, folks. Anyways. I feel like I need a nanny helper to deal with all these things I have to do, how do people deal with all this? Being a mother is really hard sometimes, so many things fall on you, so many responsibilities and choices. It's nice to be this important in someones life ( my baby's life, I mean) but, man...I wouldn't mind someone else stepping up to the plate once in a while to help me out with all these dilemmas.